by your side, wearing a beautiful dress, i celebrate how good it feels.
- under the surface ; marit larsen .

sometimes , when you just stop for a second to breathe , you feel things .
like , really feel things .

it`s wonderful .

blame it on the girls who know what to do, blame it on the boys who keep hitting` on you.
- blame it on the girls ; MIKA .

i think...
i think that i worry about what my friends think of me too much.
the reason i don`t think i can go help out the relief station is because i have to see my dermatologist.
but then, since i`m the goody two shoes that tries to get everyone to help out...
what if they go, "DEN HA. NOT VOLUNTEERING."
ALEXIS SHUT UP ABOUT THINGS LIKE THAT ASDFGHJKL;'

let's do this now, be young and proud, show 'em how we hold it down.
- keep it movin' ; keke palmer ft. big meech.

at twelve o'clock last night, i wrote a note to my friends and posted it on facebook.
i miss them much too much.

love game intuition, play the cards with spades to start. and after you've been hooked up, play the one that's one his heart.
- poker face ; MIKA . (yes, he has a version. it`s briliant!)

i miss all my friends. i came to that conclusion today as i was writing in my journal. i miss them much too much, and it's only been three days since i've last seen them.
it's official: they make my world go round.

a never ending dream, you'll become a part of me. day or night, dark or light you'll be taking over that thing called my shadow.

- shadow ; demi lovato .

i have an addiction to keeping memories. at the moment, one of the things i like remembering most is old cartoons & tv shows. i'm more than glad to find them on youtube, but since i tend to think about the future a lot, i realized that no, there's no way i can document every single episode for my viewing pleasure when i'm older. i'll simply have to remember.

that's the main basis of memories, anyway.

...

confession: i think i'm losing my ability to write lovely things.

there's a drumming noise inside my head that throws me to the ground. i swear you should hear it, it makes such an almighty sound.

- the drumming song ; florence + the machine .

after school, my friend and i were talking about clothes. it made me realize that yes, i like dresses, but no, i don't have one that i can wear casually. or one that looks nice, or simple enough for me.
simple.
holy cow, my school's mission & vision is getting stuck in my subconscious.